I am an emotional fool.. have always been. You show me a droopy face and i would fall for your words.. and you show me a drop of tear and i would lick your boots to not see the next. Well its made me an easily manipulatable creature.. so vulnerable and am now learning to come out of it. Softies have no life..
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Well me bro had learnt this trait of mine even long before i recognised it in me.. and well like any other fierce personality he had very well mastered the technique of using this to his advantage.
Remember bro.. how you used to make me do your stuff and chores with just a "Plz, Roopee.. plz...."? Hahhahahaaaaa...
And me the ever fool was always running around doing what he wanted just coz i couldnt stand seeing his sad and crumpled face.
Well he could and still can pull the most pathetic face that would melt me to the bones.. and make me wake up from the deepeat of my sleep to bring him a bottle of water from the kitchen.....
When we were kids.. and when he wanted me to do something for him just for the reason that he was too lazy to move.. he used to just use some crazy dialogue like.. 'its coz u dont love me na?' or 'plz roopee i m your one and only bro na..'.
Then one day came a cartoon 'The Ugly Duckling' with the most touching story ever.. and a very tragic song for when the duckling is kicked outta the family for being ugly.... I still remember the horrible song..
'Theres no one beside me, no one to guide me.. i am all on my own...... Ooooon my own.... OOOnnnn my own....'
Oh my God.....!!!! that song just killed me... the time i heard it i was just so overwhelmed with emotions.. After which i couldnt help but whimper in pain whenever i heard the song....
My saddist of a bro got hold of the sentiments i had for that song.. and for quite some time of my child years he used to sing me that song with a puppy dog look in his eyes whenever i refused to do something for him.. and yes.. the sentimental fool i was just easily slid into the trap.....
There was also another song that came up but was soon worn out because i grew outta it coz it wasnt really
sentimental. That one went 'Orions arms are wide enough to hold us both together.. although we are worlds apart.. i did cross the stars for you......'
But really the Ugly duckling song... did all that my bro wanted me to.. and even now the mere thought of it racks my nerves.... And whenever he comes up with 'Hey Roo.. listen to this.. remember having heard this?' question everytime he gets a new tone on his mobile.. my heart just clutches with fear for the thought of it being by any chance the Ugly Duckling song.....
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